Friday, March 25, 2011

rainbows



late night coffee
poetry and a pretty woman
to make eye contact with
and talk of all the colours in us
and them.
you don't know me though.

we can open all the windows
kick the dust from the porch
but leave the doors closed
as we shake our heads and try to clean
the better parts of the world
of terror and madness,
as we sweep gray from rainbows -
I don't know you, though.

your face
your eyes and
I think of school, that place I went
where I listened to teachers and their words;
the dreams I retreated to when
number columns and notes on a page
stopped talking to me,
when the sun drew me away
to rocks and water and trees -
and I tell you of
grasping, dismissible fear
and how words are just there,
how they never go away,
while you tell me of God and we-you
nod and smile and...

but you don't know
I don't know
us
yet.


21 June 2002

Saturday, March 19, 2011

at the end


at the end of
you and I,
now that it's over
and I realize it in my heart;
tell me you love me
one more time
and I'll look at you
and shake my head
and ask you to please
not talk to me anymore.
all these years gone by
and I've learned nothing
except that it always
always
hurts to love.


1 January 1999
(found in journal)

Friday, March 11, 2011

rescuer

in wonder and delight
I stand under Your sky
and say, "I love You so much,"
over and over,
and I can think of nothing more
to say or do.
I walk back inside
knowing the miracle of my life;
still here,
still strong and ready
to thank You
for bringing me into the Light
and keeping me here
all these years.
I lift my head and say,
"I love You so much,"
and know You hear me,
builder of my life
my rescuer.

04 March 2011