all small and sneaky (i and I revisited)

i ask Alone,

"am i truly here again?"

Alone says, "yes, my love, you are."

Dark stays in the corners

talking with God,

while I and all I carry

smiles all small and sneaky,

knowing there's a good chance

i won't find my way out

this time.

not complicated

oh yes God,

i feel it again - i need to be

sat down in the middle

of someone's garden;

in the midst of growth -

fecundity.

oh yes God,

i feel it - this day and

so many days before.

sit me down and

stay with me until

i feel myself a part of You

again.